+ confessions of a red-headed stepchild: paranoid psychosis

Thursday, January 13, 2005

paranoid psychosis

Everytime my phone rings and I see that it is my mom calling I get scared. I think that something must be wrong. Not that she never calls, or that when she calls she only has bad news to report. It is just a weird feeling I get. Like there is trouble, or someone is hurt.

So in the last 15 minutes my phone rang twice. Once my little sister, who never calls. And now my mom. I didn't answer either call because in 15 minutes I am off work and figured my personal calls should wait. But I have sweaty palms and feel anxious. I don't know why in the world they would both call me. within fifteen mintues of each other. When I am off work in less than 15 minutes!